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08 August 2006 @ 05:31 pm



LILY ALLEN- SMILE

When you first left me
I was wanting more.

But you were fucking that girl next door
What'd you do that for?

When you first left me
I didn't know what to say.
I'd never been on my own that way,
Just slept by myself all day.

I was so lost back then,
But with a little help from my friends

I found the light in the tunnel at the end.
And now you're calling me up on the phone
So you can have a little whine and a moan
It's only because you're feeling alone.

At first when I see you cry
Yeah, it makes me smile.
Yeah, it makes me smile.
At worst I feel bad for awhile
But then I just smile.
I go ahead and smile.

Whenever you see me
You say that you want me back.
And I tell you it don't mean jack,
No it dont mean jack.

I couldn't stop laughing
No I just couldn't help myself.
See you messed up my mental health
I was quite unwell.

I was so lost back then,
But with a little help from my friends
I found the light in the tunnel at the end.
But you're calling me up on the phone
Just to have a little whine and a moan
And it's only because you're feeling alone.

At first when I see you cry
Yeah, it makes me smile.
Yeah, it makes me smile.
At worst I feel bad for awhile
But then I just smile.
I go ahead and smile.
 
 
Current Mood: gigglygiggly
Current Music: Lily Allen- Smile
 
 
u n r e q u i t e d ` l o v e
19 July 2006 @ 06:28 pm
i havent updated for aagesss ! how odd .. its cuz im addicted to MYSPACE yo !

anywayz ... Melbourne high formal in 2 days ! am getting excited now ! =D ... was suppose to go dance practice with nathan 2nite but couldnt go cuz aint freeeee -___-" . last nite he said it was on thursday which i could easily make it but not 2nite niggaz ! YES THEY HAVE DANCE PRACTICE FOR A FORMAL ! HAHA  ... amazing ! im wearing my pink dress i wore from my party so atleast im putting good use out of it.  went & bought a thankyou present for him which is a Ralph Lauren Polo Blue gift set ... i spent like a good hour going around smelling all the mens fragrance and spraying dem on cards & now i smell like a MAN ! haha .. but some are niceeee smelling so i dont mind ! ;)

speaking of dance practices ... ive been dance practicing for rachels cotillion .. should be exciting . doing the swing & waltz ! haha imma have a collection of pink & purple dresses now thanks to cotillions =D

well im off ... have to go 2 the photographers place to see my photos from my 18th ! =D
 
 
Current Music: control myself- LL Cool J
 
 
u n r e q u i t e d ` l o v e
23 June 2006 @ 12:32 am
i need to write crap here . so sorry if this is deep & meaningful but i like wriitng shit out

i dont know wat i would do without one of my best guy friends ever. im happy that theres a good chance hes going to go after year 12 & explore everything that life has to offer. im happy that hes gonna do what i probably never will. i AM happy for him. but deep inside i feel so ... sad ... (cant think of a good word) that theres a good chance hes gonna leave me behind & i know that ive clingged on to him so much for the past year & no matter how much we frustrate each other sometimes, he means so much to mee !


<edited> 23rd June 12:42 am

far out mannn .. just got home ! had  the best time 2dai ! 13 hours in the cityyy ! w0ahhhh ! had awesome time with phoebe&stuart .. haha so heres a ran down on what went on 2dai

- met up @ 9:30am
- felt awfully dressed up wearing my polka dot dress & stockings & boots & red belt
- went to state library to study ! haha brought so much books. ended up doing one hour of work ! poo haha
- remind me never to wear boots wen going to the library ! they are so noisy
- phoebe went on a "hang out" thing & so me & stuart had a whole day to tour melb
- got lost .. many times
- hugged trees & took photos at Carlton Gardens
- witnessed girl on girl kissing from randoms ! =o
- went to melb museum .. for FREE !
- stood out in the rain & missed the FREE shuttle bus
- stood out in the rain to wait for next shuttle bus
- took random photos while waiting
- went on the shuttle bus & took MORE photos
- walked & got lost in the city & had lunch
- met up with phoebe again & gossiped
- went to the Basement to try on clothes
- took random photos with manequins doing god knows what ! haha
- people looked at us oddly
- had starbuckssss ! stuart got FREE drink ! no fair haha
- crossed the road from starbucks to catch tram & ended up in a bar
- $2 DRINKS ! yeh baby ! haha
- mmm some1 got tipsy/drunk ..
- went back to melb central & waited for friends
- yeh ... hyponess ... got me worried
- went bowling with a group of like 30 ppl.
- i suck at bowling & lost
- went around walking around the city @ 10pm
- had krispy kreme on the way home
- went homeeeeee !

good day ! haha
 
 
u n r e q u i t e d ` l o v e
17 June 2006 @ 09:51 pm
im gonna be corny but i dont care ...

i want my leg to "pop" up when i get kisssssedd !! w0aaaaah ! haha

ok ok .. i watched THE PRINCESS DIARIES last nite & i have to admit i like that movie !

& one of the main characters is HOT !! &

FOR YOU I WILL - TEDDY GEIGER

I'm wandering the streets, in a world underneath it all
Nothing seems to be, nothing tastes as sweet
As what I can't have
Like you and the way that you're twisting your hair
round your finger
Tonight I'm not afraid to tell you
What I feel about you.

Oh, I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
and cannon ball into the water

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will, For you I will

Forgive me if I st-stutter
From all of the clutter in my head
Cuz I could fall asleep in those eyes
Like a water bed
Do I seem familiar, I've crossed you in hallways
a thousand times, no more camouflage
I want to be exposed, and not be afraid to fall.


Oh, I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can't have
But I've got to try

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will, For you I will, For you I will


For you

If I could dim the lights in the mall
And create a mood I would
Shout out your name so it echos in every room
I would

That's what I'd do, That's what I'd do to get through to you, yeah

For you I will
 
 
Current Mood: okayokay
Current Music: for you i will * im obessed with this song !
 
 
u n r e q u i t e d ` l o v e
13 June 2006 @ 06:42 pm
YAY FOR SHOPPING !

yeh i bought stuff yesterday with mummmsy ! so happy

- black&white polka dot dress
- fish net stockings
- black jeans
- yellow & white singlet top
- green top
- blue bolero
- light brown coat
 
 
 
u n r e q u i t e d ` l o v e
08 June 2006 @ 03:41 pm
YAY EXAMS IS FINALLY OVERRRR !!!!!

BLOODY BEEN STRESSED OUT FOR THE PAST 2-3 WEEKS & NOW ITS ALL COME TO BIOLOGY BEING THE HARDEST THING IVE EVER DONE ; PSYCH BEING EASY & GAT BEING A WASTE OF TIME

EITHER WAY .. ITS ALL OVER ! =D

anywayz feels likei havent updated for agessss !

.... so wats happened in my life ? nothing much really.

- saw oediepus rex on satdai
- saw STICK IT with quinny yesterdai nite
- went 2 southland / chaddy / mordialloc beach / my house with phoebe . mel & age on tuesday . that was good ! kindda sucks going shopping when you have NO money ! haha but Gloria Jeans was good ! =D and subwoofers in car and being deaf is fun too ! haha . beach water is COLD ! but the beach is nice in winter times
- felt like i got stood up today . i swear sometimes i feel this isnt gonna work ! -___-"
- stressed out over my party ... organising it & stuff ... mmmmm
- i need to party & drink up ... ! mmmm i do still have my vodka cruisers in le fridge
- i want to go to Death Cab for Cutie concert <3

peace out !
 
 
Current Mood: disappointeddisappointed
Current Music: Cooler Kids- All Around the World
 
 
u n r e q u i t e d ` l o v e
02 June 2006 @ 08:38 pm
i love music from THE OC / ONE TREE HILL / SCRUBS / SMALLVILLE

howie day

HOWIE DAY- COLLIDE

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you

I'm open, your closed
Where I'll follow you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find you and I collide

I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know
I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
Somehow find you and I collide

Don't stop here
I lost my place
I'm close behind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find you and I collide
 
 
u n r e q u i t e d ` l o v e
31 May 2006 @ 02:40 pm
its my eight[18]eenth birthday !!!

w0w !! how exciting for meeee ! *hehehhehe*

cazza made me an awesome beedai cake and phoebe & jazzy got me flowers ! <3

thanks for all the birthday wishes / hugs / laughs / l0ve that has made my day an awesome oneeee ! =D

ps. im buying tattslotto 2nite ! maybe i might win ! =D
 
 
Current Location: kilbreda college
Current Mood: ecstaticecstatic
 
 
u n r e q u i t e d ` l o v e
18 May 2006 @ 10:09 pm
OMG ! 2 MORE SLEEPS

... till jasmines party ! =]D~ .. its getting awfully exciting ! 2 months of pratcising all results in this one niteee ! *weeee*

 
 
u n r e q u i t e d ` l o v e
14 May 2006 @ 12:30 am
ACK !

one 0f my boob is bigger than the other !

..... bleeeeh !! not good for my bras ! 0-o

that is all